Hey, thanks for the love gurrrrlfriend~
The only thing I can say is that, when I feel all those emotions, it is somewhat extreme because it is so recent and everything is piled on top of another during the time that I write it. I thought I was going to erase it before you read it. During times of strong emotion, my thoughts on the topic are very strong. It is all the ugly truth not suitable for normal convo. Don't worry, at this moment I am okay. Some time after the event, I am strong again! Just knowing you are there is enough~